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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005 | | 9:48 pm |
Happy New Year
Well, another year has come and gone and some interesting things have happened to me. I was suppusded to be moving home in a couple of days to go back to school, but now I'm going to stay up here and take on a new job. The company I work for decided to give me a huge promotion and I was stupid enough to take it. So now, I'm the store manager of DKNY jeans. So far, it has not been an easy job and I'm worried that I may have bit off more that I should have, but I just have to look at it like my UL position, but only bigger. The other big news, is that I have started talking to a new guy. Right now we are just talking, but he seems really cool. We were to have our first date tonight, but he had something really important to do with his family. I was a little bumbed but I understand becasue his family is going to be there a lot longer that I may be. Sorry that I'm not coming home now, but you all need to come up here and visit me. | | Saturday, November 27th, 2004 | | 9:02 pm |
I'm bored
I really hate being home at night. I just have a boring life and I spend the whole night channel surfing. Tonight''s show to watch, M.I.B. 2. Gosh, I was reading some of my old entiries, and man were they ever sappy. How could you guys ever let me talk like that and let me live? Fuck, I just had this whole entry typed and I deleted it. Oh well, guess that I'll get back to my t.v. show. Just writing a few random thoughts. | | Thursday, November 25th, 2004 | | 12:41 pm |
Remember me?
So, with the convincing of Patsy, I figured it was time that I updated my journal. There are some things that have happened in my life that's it time to come out and tell others about so I don't get all the questions when I see everyone next. First things first, Dan and I are no longer together. The asshole, as I like to call him, broke my heart. But the good thing is that I'm trying to get on with my life without him. So just so that you all know what happened so that I don't have to relive it over and over again, he said that he didn't love me, was never really sure if he loved me ever and said that I wasn't "the one." Luckly for me, I managed not to kill myself, but with his breaking up with me, it did push me to go back to school to get my teaching creditial. Like the day after we broke up, i went on line and applied for school. I'm glad that we broke up when we did becuase it was just days before the dead line for the spring 2005 semester. And I found out a couple of days ago, that I did get back into school. THe best part is where the school is located. That's right ladies, I'm moving back home to San Diego! I'm going to be going to school at CSUSM. The only problem about moving home is that I'm going to be living with mom and dad again and I don't have a job. But I don't really want a job because I really want to focus on school, but we will see how long that will last. And also I've been thinking about going back to camp this summer. I've decided that it is the closest that I will come to living out my dream of becoming a lounge singer in Vegas. Ok, now you all know what's new with me, so when I come home, let's not talk about the asshole. | | Wednesday, March 17th, 2004 | | 7:27 am |
I'm still alive
Hold on, gotta take a boo-boo first. Ahh, so much better. Ok, so I guess that I havn't written in a while and probably many of you think that I have died. Well, I'm still alive and kicking in Rohnert Park. Dan is still the man. He finished his house and has moved into it. Now it takes 30-40 minutes to get out there, so when I do visit, I tend to stay a couple of days. Working full time is starting to take a toll on me. It seems like I'm always working and I never have any money. But at lest my raise finally went through, so maybe I can stop taking money from my savings and start putting money back into it. If only I can stop shopping. It also doesn't help that Starbucks and Coldstone opened up right behind my house. I think that they know me by name there. I bought a new bathing suit the other day. A two-piece, my first in who knows how long. Well since I'm not going back to camp, I figured that I no longer need a one-peice. So is anyone going back to camp? Well, that's what's happening so far. Talk to you all later. I want ice cream! | | Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 | | 8:57 pm |
Is life good?
Well, I have finally decided to go full time at the store and leave my school job. So, in 2 weeks I will be a full time supervisor and no longer working with kids. I'm kinda sad about it because as much I say I hate the kids, I really do enjoy being with them. Dan came over last night and he was hugging me and I started to cry. That was the first time that I had cried in front of him, and he was so sweet. He just held me till I was ready to go out. He's the best. | | Monday, December 22nd, 2003 | | 6:29 pm |
I'm in love
You guys, you will not believe how good things are going for me. I have finished college, lost like 50 lbs, have great hair, and an amazing boyfriend. I finally told him that I loved him and he was so happy. He's loved me from the first time he met me and he said it on our second date. It feels so good to have someone who cares about you and loves you back. He took me out to his ranch yesterday and I cold very easly see myself moving out there with him. It looks just like camp; trees, hills, cows. I love my boyfriend and everything about him. Can I also say that the sex is pretty good? | | Sunday, December 14th, 2003 | | 8:20 pm |
Almost finished
School's almost done! Two more days and I will be a college grad! I never thought this day would come. Hey can anyone tell me how Sage managed to read some of my journal? Does she have an account? Just wondering. Oh, I'm driving home on Monday the 22nd. I will be in town til the 27th then back again on the 2nd-4th. I would love to see you all and tell you about my life now. Let's have a party or something. P.S. I'm not so pure and innocent anymore. I'm a slut! | | Friday, December 12th, 2003 | | 12:17 am |
Another Hot Date
Tonight Dan took me out to dinner at a steak house. It wasn't too bad, but it was my first time eating in front of him. I think that I handled it pretty well. Afterward, we went back to my place and just talked and cuddled in my bedroom. He kept telling me all these sweet things and we talk about the future. He's building a house and we're talking about moving in together. For some reason, this does not freak me out. (Just as a reminder we've only know each other since Thanksgiving.) So to make this story short, we were getting hot and heavy at the end of our night, and he said, "You would be in trouble if I were wearing sweat pants." Oh my gosh, I'm going to be a slut soon! And get this, he's coming over tomorrow night, we're drinking and he can't drive home, so he said that he just might spend the night. AAHHHH! My boyfriend is going to be spending the night! I'll write more to let you know how it went. | | Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 | | 12:49 am |
Ok, so we talked
So Dan came over tonight because I told him that I can't see him for the next two days becasue I have school work that needs to be done. And this time, I took him to my room! At first it was a little scary to have my boyfriend in my room, wait did you guys read that, MY BOYFRIEND, but I got over it. So we talked for a little bit, and then we started to make out, and boy did we make out. The first round lasted an hour and a half. I never thought that I could kiss someone for that long. Then, he started to talk about loving me again, and I had to stop it. We've only known each other for a week, and that was moving too fast. I told him to take it slow and someday I will say it back to him, just don't push it. Then we just layed on my bed and talked for a while. Finally we ended the night with another 45 minute make out session. I'm discovering that I'm going to be a freak in the bedroom. This boy has 23 years of pent up sexual frustration to deal with, I just hope he can make it. But he does know that he is the first guy that I've made out with. Oh, also if my journal entries are bothering anyone, tell me and I'll make them "G" rated. I just want you guys to know what's going on up here because things like this don't happen to me. | | Sunday, December 7th, 2003 | | 7:52 pm |
Dan and Janne
Ok, my life is getting good. Last night Dan came over and we were just talking on the couch, holding hands and just generally cuddling. Let's just say that I am very comfortable with him. And he leans in and gives me a little kiss. We continue talking and we lean in to kiss again, but this time it turns into a full on make out session! Damn, there were hands and tounge everywhere! We had to stop becasue my roommate came home, but at least she rang the doorbell before she came in. So then we all watch a movie together, me and Dan, my roommate, and our friend Chris. Well, Jasmin went to bed, and eventually Chris fell asleep on the couch. Well, Dan and I kinda nodded off, but we woke up and started to make out again. We did this many times last night. Then we fell asleep on the couch, we probably would have slept all night on the couch if I had not fallen off the couch in forgeting where I was. So I walked Dan to the door and we made out again by the door. But get this, last night he said the three words that will scare off a new realtionship. He said "I Love You". Not once, not twice, but three times last night! I have no idea what I did to this boy to make him feel this way, but I felt so bad becasue I couldn't say it back. Then, this morning I had to be at work early and he called me to make sure that I was up and he said it again. I think that I'm going to have to stop it now, oh I'm going to get scared off. Oh, one last thing, I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend! | | Saturday, December 6th, 2003 | | 12:06 pm |
So here's what happened
So I left work at 9:30 last night, and I called Dan to tell him that I was leaving work and then he was going to meet me at my house. I get there right before he does and have enough time to brush my hair and fix the make-up. Well, I can hear him pulling up because he drives a truck, so I go out to meet him. He opened the door of truck to let me in. Gosh, how many guys do you know that would do that still. Then we go to the movies. Now, at the movies, we don't put down the arm rest down that's between us. So I'm sitting there, trying to figure out some sly way to get him to hold me hand, and he puts his hand on my thigh, but only for a minute. So then I move my hand so that is next to his, seeing if he will take the bait, and he did! So we held hands for a while, and then he put his arm around me. He rubbed my arm and held me close for the rest of the movie. After the movie ended, we went out to dessert and he paided, then he drove me back to my house. We chilled in his truck for a while, then I invited him in to watch another movie on the couch. Well, we started off with some distance between us and we slowly started to inch neared and near. Until finially we were snuggling on the couch. Now it's about 2 in the morning and we finally decised to put on a movie. We watch the Goonies and he has his arm around me and we're snuggling on the couch. He keeps telling all these sweet things that girls like to hear. Eventually I start to fall asleep on him, but neither one of us wants him to leave, but he finally says that he has to go because by this time it's 4 am! So we get up and I walk him to the door, we hug and he gived me a little peck on the mouth and we hug again and kiss again, and then he leaves, but I think we're going to see each other tonight and who knows what could happen. Ok, time for work, talk to you all later. | | 4:02 am |
My First Date
I just finished my first date ever with Dan and it went really well. I'll write more later and tell you all about it. | | Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003 | | 11:03 pm |
Another Phone Call
Two phone calls within 24 hours of each other! The world must be coming to an end because things like this never happen to me. Well, tonight Dan called me again and we talked for an hour, well mostly he talked and I listened. Damn, he can really talk your ear off. He told me that last night that he couldn't sleep because he was thinking about me. How cute is that? A guy thinking about me and not being able to sleep. And he also said that I was perfect. Gosh, I must have done something to him the other night at the bar. Well who knows, maybe I will be doing something to him in my bed. Haha. Well, I do know that he is not a virgin so the scarlett "V" could be leaving me soon. He even offered to come over and help me hang up the x-mas lights outside. He doesn't want me to fall off the ladder and hurt myself. Gosh, will you listen to me, I sound all giddy. But really how many times does this happen to me? Ok, I'll tell you more later about the Janne and Dan talks. | | Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 | | 10:46 pm |
He Called!!!
Oh my gosh you guys, he called me. A guy actually called me! We talked for like 40 minutes and we're going to the movies this weekend. Whoo hoo, Giggy's going to get some ass this year. I have finally come into my own. Oh by the way, my birthday's in 1 hour. I'm just having a good week altogether. My roommate and I are waking up early and going to breakfast and then after class we're going to Chinese food and I get Birthday Cake! I have a date with a boy!! I'm going to be a slut. Yeah!! Can you tell that I'm a little excited? | | Sunday, November 30th, 2003 | | 2:15 am |
P.S.
Oh I forgot to mention that he is only 20 and wont turn 21 till Janurary. And I'm going to be 23 on Wednesday. Yes Wednesday is my birthday. I"ll be 23, an old woman on Wednesday. I feel like I'm robbing the craddle. | | 1:57 am |
Country Dancing
Ok everyone, I need some advice. So tonight, my roommate, her friend, and I all went country daning. Now this is something that I have been looking forward to ever since I learned how to dance with the dancing girls at camp. So we went, I learned some country dances, and had a blast. But that's not the thing I need help with. You see there was this guy, his name was Dan, (I always manage to find guys with names either starting with 'J' or whose name rhymes with mine) and he is a friend of my roommate and her friend. So they started to play the slow counrty songs, and he asked me if I wanted to dance. I said yes because we all know what happened the last time a guy asked me to dance. So we danced, and danced, and danced. We ended up slow danceing to a total of 5 slow songs tonight! And every time we danced, he kept pulling me closer. I dont' know that could hove been my imagation, but it sure did feel like it. And then at about 1:30 we decided to leave and so he walked us to our car becasue we parked right next to each other and he gave me a hug and a kiss on the check, and said that he would get my number from my roommate. Oh yeah, I forget to mention that he asked me out to go to the movies sometime next week. But I have papers and projects and finals. Why do I always manage to find guys right at finals time? But the thing is, he's not very good looking. God, now that I wrote that, I sound so shallow. But he is supper nice and he can make me laugh. So what do I do? Do I go out to the movies and see where it goes or do I be a bitch and turn him down? HELP | | Friday, November 28th, 2003 | | 11:54 pm |
My Birthday
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Country Music
Ok, so I don't know what happened to me. For as long as I could remember, I could not stand country music or anything related to the country life, but here I am listening to CMT and crying over the songs. I think that I turned to country during the summer when I could not find any good songs on the radio while driving up and down the mountain. Now, I listen to country on a regular basis. I even have a radio dial set to country! Am I becoming a hick? God I hope not. | | Thursday, November 13th, 2003 | | 11:09 am |
School's Almost Done!
OH my gosh, can you belive it that I am almost done with school. In about 4 weeks, I will have my BA in history. And then what will I do with my life? I finally got around to appling to CSUSM next year for the creditial program, but I'm not sure if I really want to go. I'm not sure if I'm ready to move back home with the parents. I thought that I was ready, but I dont' know anymore. I may have the chance to get the assistant manager position at work and then if I get that, I might sick around for another year. You know, make it worth my while. But we will see. . . . So I would just like to say for the record that I do miss everyone at home and wish that I could be closer to my friends. If I haven't talked to you in a while, don't feel like I cut you out of my life. I'm just really bad at keeping touch when I live up here. I miss you all and hope to see you all at Christmas. |
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